Recap of the last 24 hours:
Ex (dated 2 years) misses me, super depressed. Made me feel bad.
Got an iphone 4.
Ex (dated 3 months, married) misses me, wants me back. What we had was good, but moving forward.
Fell in love with the iphone 4.
Last guy I dated/worked with… seems to think nothing is wrong, and that we’re still just as close as we ever were. We don’t talk, unless it’s in passing. At work, he made me feel incredibly awkward by working with me.
My partner was missing, so it wasn’t fun at work.
But, my night ended with a great guy. One of those good guys you pass over for more intriguing guys. But yet, he’s perfect, and my dumb ass messed it up years ago. Now I’m matured, and my eyes are opened to the fact that we just make sense.
Good lord. Every emotion in the book today. Good thing I had xanax.